February 2009
January 2009
Heated heaters hurt my feet!
- You know I care, but immaturity get no one anywhere and it’s just straight stupid to me. That is why I was laughing my ass off because immature people are hilarious. Let’s argue over some bullshit, haha. What the fuck man. Haha.
Anyways, it’s like 8am on a Saturday and I’m so up right now. My feet are flipping burning. HAHA! I have a lot on my mind. I have a lot of...
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Been hella busy lately. I got shit straight finally. I’m getting a grip back on my life. My birthday was the best, thank you best friend & mains. It was real fun. Thanks Princess for the voicemail at 12 in the morning, I just couldn’t wake up! Haha. I’m actually about redecorate my room and clean it up. I’m going out a little later for my birthday (one day late...
Another one of those...
that one guy: so what have you learned after all this?
brittxx: To not trust anyone with just anything. To not give my everything to just everyone. To stop chasing daydreams and start achieving my real goals. Stop taking my life for granted like I have all the time in the world and start appreciating God's gift to me: life. I can't keep making these wrong turns that I KNOW are wrong. I need to improve and I plan on it. I plan on being the best I can be and I WILL BE. I won't let the take me for granted any longer.
brittxx: I'm not just some girl that they can take advantage of any longer. I'm manning up. I'm so freaking thankful right now that I'm getting a second chance to quit fucking up and to turn around my act. Chuz liek that quote said, "I was born into this world with nothing, but I plan on leaving this world with everything." &if they don't like it than they can say bye to me and get on with their lives. I'm no longer waiting for anything or anyone.
brittxx: :) Smiley. so id doesn't seem like I'm so serious.
that one guy: lols. perfect.
that one guy: im looking forward to this new britt.
that one guy: i think she'll be a lot more fun than she already is :)
brittxx: Ahah, just wait. You're gonna be hearing about me! No doubt.
that one guy: cant wait!
Hey YOU, shut up and listen.
Just because I feel like talking about my day. First period I played Jeopardy. I was the only girl at the table, so I wrote on the white board thing because I have “pretty handwriting” & I looked for most of the answers because the boys at my table were lazy butts. Second period I took a test. It was so stupid. I hate that class. Third period was chill as usual. I got the cool PE...
“Everyone here gonna die one day, so while im here ima find my way. Thats my...”
– B.O.B, I’ll be in the Sky
Three little birds told me..
I’m on the phone with my bestie. I miss her like extremely much, she’s one of the most influential person in my life. I’m excited because I’m going to see her next weekend! Bay Area here I come! I’ll probably be staying in Brentwood/Oakley area, so I’m down for the most. I’m looking to party too! :) Also, where the sneaker spots at?
Speaking of sneakers...
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself....”
– Matthew 6:34
Hey you, I never asked you to notice me, you took it upon yourself to walk up to me and become my friend. So don’t complain about our friendship because I’m not the only one who’s suppose to be putting in work.
Confession part four.
I want to tell you something. I’m going to be 100% truthful and honest about it. I don’t understand…anything. Not you, not her,...
Crash and buuuuurn!
NEWS FLASH: So my brother BROKE the laptop, crashed it. So I have to use the beyond slow ass desktop because of him. STUPID. Friday, Jan 23: I don’t even remember what happened at school. It probably sucked because it was school and school just sucks non-stop. I remembered it “drizzled” during school. But damn does SD look pretty after the rain, haha! That night me and the...
Grape weed
brittxx: Nope. People are just dumb. Irritate the fuck out of me. Like why should I even try if shit isn't even gonna change? That's a waste of my own time though.
NONAME: nah fuck it let a bitch be a bitch and a nigga be a nigga can't change it
NONAME: but just know that it dont affect you unless you let it fuck it forreals tho
NONAME: i mean i wouldnt give a fuck im a ruthless nigga you know i'm just liek fuck everyone.
NONAME: no respect for me than no respect to them and thas how it goes why even try to negotiate shit
NONAME: call me tho ima go smoke
NONAME: i love you and just let that shit roll of like smoke shit! really need some healing?
NONAME: smoke a blunt ;) with me...
NONAME: naked!
NONAME: ;D
- NONAME has signed off -
brittxx: Awh bitch! Lmfao, fucker. haha!
And when it all falls down!
Today was chill I guess.
School. Got my shirt! After-school test. Yelled at Jonah, but showed him mad love. Came home. Did mad homework, still not done. Went to library to fuck around and waste time. Walked to Starbucks while it was sprinkling. Walked home in the dark. I hate the trolley at night :( I love fucking ABDC, go muthaeffn QUEST! I got a Big Mac now :)
All in all. It was chill....
Key points
Of the day.
- 1st period was a relief.
- 5th period was real chill.
- After school shit is fun.
- Badminton conditioning made me mad!
- Post offices come in fun-sizes :]
- I will never get my permit, >:O >:(
- I get hella hungry quick as fuck.
- Downtown SD is freaking confusing with all the one way streets.
- FOUND THE DOPEST NEW KICK IT SPOT; Filipino Lounge and Cuisine called...
“Hun, we dont live in a fairy tale.. there’s no such thing as forevers...”
– MYMYfuckingDINH.
“Find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood. Bad mood. Ugly....”
– Juno
Wolf pack make your booty bounce bopper!
Awh more pictures!
Me&Gener!
&AGAIN; you should have showed up!
Something Special.
Well, I’m going to Bay Area FORSURE during June 12th - June 16th. My bestie is freaking graduating !! :D
So today totally went the opposite of what I was hoping. I got like real sick. I’m still like real sick & what a freaking coincidence that I’d get sick after I kept saying, “Dang I don’t want to go to school on Tuesday. Someone cough on me.” GREAT.
...
Could this be out of line?
“Could this be out of line? To say you’re the only one breaking me down like this. You’re the only one I would take a shot on. Keep me hanging on so contagiously.”
Today was extremely stressful. I stayed in all day which was actually really calming for me. I only went outside once when Kent came over to pick up the money. Other than that I was inside most. Chatting w/best...
Shit!
Hella is going on. I got asked out by a girl. I got hella pissed off last night. I didn’t get messed up. I got a paper due on 20th. I got a test on 20th. I have 3 projects due on the same day. I got to clean up downstairs from the party. I still got to wash the rest of my laundry. I gotta re-check to see if this girls phone is here or not. I got to sweep up bigarette butts. I got to EAT. I...
Something is missing.
I woke up extra happy today. You make me excited like a little kid on Christmas Day. God, you make me smile so much. I want you, I want you, I want you. ♥ Then when I think it over I feel like something is missing or is it just me? I can’t explain this feeling. I want you so badly, but then I don’t feel so complete.
Edit: (ADDED)
This is a message to the girls who don’t like...
“..and everytime i come across you, walk by you, look at you, or just anything...”
– (via cyrustolentino)
No holding back.
Confessions part 3.
I cried yesterday and today. Shit I’m turning into a pussy.
I stubbed my toe and said every cuss word in the book, potty mouth :x
I was really mad at you today, keep ditching me.
I really can’t wait until tomorrow night, I’m excited.
I’m tired as a mutha eff right now.
I’m actually glad I called YOU last night out of all the people in my...
Swang!
Fuck it all. Living the life of a swanger.
What have I learned today?
- Live it up and drink it down.
- Don’t trust a guy because they all want the same thing and when you don’t give it to them they tend to just fuck you over, so fuck you. I can play the game 10x worse. &don’t trip. I will play the game. Don’t be surprised, trust.
Britt Anita & David Function....
Made it.
It’s not like I did anything and if I did can you tell me what it was exactly. I don’t understand and you probably think it doesn’t affect me, but it does. I sit all day thinking of the different possibilities. I mean what do you want? You go around everyday pissed off at someone or something and it makes me feel like crap because I think it’s my fault. Yes, I’m...
“You may be cute, but not my type. Say cute things, but to another girl too. Have...”
– <3
Realize. Real eyes. Real lies.
“lighten up chill down and just say fuck it all chuz its not worth it.”
“I can’t stand you sometimes cause sometimes you just CANNOT say “Fuck you Kris.” Just say it once to me Britt.”
” youre so fucking happy, be mad once in awhile. DAMN lols”
” WTF breh yuh need get a more, “FUCK YUH” mentality chu this happy optimistic...
I made up my mind.
Confessions part 2.
I hate the fact that when it comes down to everything you’re still the first person I always think about running to. No matter how many disagreements and bullshit days.
I can’t stand knowing that I’ll never get the chance. &what hurts the most is the fact you know it too, but still we try. Like we’ll ever get past the point we’re at right...
“My biggest fear is not succeeding in life.”
Don't mind my mind.
5 days until the kick-off of O9’. (Ask me for info about it!)
18 days until the best holiday ever. (Fuck yes :D)
I’m excited. You should be too. You should ask me for a flyer if you haven’t gotten one. 2$ at gate. 3$ after 9:30. Starts at 7:30pm. Ends whenever we kick you out. It’s HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, ANITA & DAVID. Presents appreciated (:
9th - 11th: I had so...
Double Double!
Tomorrow: Camping, 9 - 11th. I’ll post when I get back (:
Today: Was so tiring. I absolutely hate block days. I was so sleepy in first period. Got to school like a minute late, but still had to get a late pass. I walked as slow as possible to first period which was actually alright. No binder check which I was actually prepared for, bummer. Advisory, gay as usual. It’s so dumb being...
“For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever...”
– Benjamin Button
Always.
Confessions part 1.
I always smile just to make you seem like you did nothing wrong…you did.
I always laugh just to make you smile, but your jokes suck.
I always just hold in comments, but I really talk shit about you in my head.
I always have just wanted to punch you in the face, is it wrong to feel that way? :x
I always wanted to tell you to shut up when you get into story mode.
I...
“My love runs on its own frequency now. If you can’t keep up, then...”
– MYMY(DUE)
SOFT AND JUICY!
xxboy: NAH breh. its bananapear.
brittxx: ew bananas.
xxboy: WHAT! bananas are tha shit.
xxboy: all juicy n soft nd DAMN.
xxboy: i want some banana now.
brittxx: that was the most homo ass fucking sentence. ahahhaha!
xxboy: oh shit. i swear i didnt plan that. lols forreals foo!
brittxx: it's alright. i get it. you like juicy soft bananas. (:
brittxx: different types of people like different things.
xxboy: naah breh. i know yuhr crakin up in yhur chair right now. on the floor n shit.
brittxx: AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA not exactly on the floor.
xxboy: man fuck yuh! shit.
brittxx: you butthurt?! LMFAO, i love you though understand that!?
xxboy: nah im not butthurt. ima go cry tho foo. shit.
brittxx: and eat your banana?! :D
xxboy: fuck yuh britt -___-"
brittxx: with or without the banana?!
brittxx: LMFAO, hahahahhahahahhahahas.
xxboy: with it :D
brittxx: o.o -_______-"
xxboy: ima go cry tho foo, bye :(
xxboy has signed off.
NEW NEW,
because I rock the NEW NEW shit.”
HAHA. So my old tumblr went RETARDED and this is my NEW one. (:
TODAY: It was a cool day. It was Tuesday aka BUM DAY for me. I wasn’t really up for school, I woke up late and by 2nd period I was ready to ditch. It sucked balls! Like first period was chill, AP Psychology. 2nd period teacher is so dumb, he was all like, “Oh the bell rang....